Gerry Moylan on-air 1982 Photo by Marcia P. |
I
started writing funny stories about benign things like the shepherd’s pie they
served in the school cafeteria. What did they put inside that pile of mush
anyway? Then I moved onto deeper, more thoughtful stories. A young man I
knew had gone missing after an off-campus party one night. I had attended the
same kegger. Months later, after the winter thaw, his deflated body was found
on the bank of the Westport River. He must have become
disoriented when he left the party that night and walked across the ice-covered river out behind the house, thinking it was the snow-covered field that led to the road, then fallen through and drowned.
disoriented when he left the party that night and walked across the ice-covered river out behind the house, thinking it was the snow-covered field that led to the road, then fallen through and drowned.
In
addition to writing for the school newspaper, I had also helped with production and
laying out the paper late into the night before we went to press. It was an
impressive operation, and working with a couple dozen other students to put out
a quality newspaper each week was exciting. Drinking soda and eating pizza
while music from the college radio station blared from the stereo in the
production office, we painstakingly cut and pasted stories and photos onto
large layout boards that would then be sent off to the printer. The next day,
stacks of newspapers would greet students and faculty at the campus center and
other strategic locations around campus.
One
night, just before we went to press, a couple of us were in the Torch offices
talking about what great new music the campus radio station was playing. It was
nothing like what I had been used to hearing on commercial radio. They were
playing The Pretenders, Talking Heads and Joy Division. Working at the paper
was how I discovered WUSM. Another writer told me they were looking for disc
jockeys, since a bunch of them had just graduated and left the school station
short-handed. The Torch office and production space was directly across the
hall from the radio station’s broadcast studios. I was nearing the halfway
point of my sophomore year and was content working for the paper, but the
thought of playing music and being a disc jockey was intriguing to me. It had
never occurred to me that there was a radio station on campus when I had
applied for enrollment. Is this how the DJs I’d grown up listening to on the
radio got started? I wondered.
One
afternoon, I decided to take a walk across the hall and check out WUSM. The
hallway leading to the radio station was not quite what I’d expected. The walls
were gray concrete, typical of those throughout the campus. SMU was one giant
block of concrete, very modern and futuristic for the time. There was a story
circulating over the years that the architect who had designed the university
in the early sixties had climbed the tower in the center of campus and jumped
to his death, once construction had been completed. The same tower a friend and I had
climbed freshman year while tripping on acid. I recently googled the architect and found the
story was not true.
Architect
Paul Rudolph lived to the ripe old age of seventy-nine when he died in New
York. Like the story of a famous musician who swallowed so much sperm after
giving blow jobs to an entire soccer team that he had to have his stomach
pumped, the story was just another urban legend.
***
For
some reason I thought there would be all kinds of cool people hanging out in
the winding hallway that led to the school’s radio station. Strumming on
guitars or dressed like punk rockers. Nope. It was deserted. Maybe this was a
bad time, I thought. No rock star posters on the walls. I crept along the
hallway, following the signs toward the studio, stopping every few feet to
contemplate heading back to the newspaper office and forgetting the crazy
notion of maybe becoming a radio DJ. But for some reason I continued, driven by
something, maybe those voices I’d idolized all those years as a kid as I listened
to my portable radio.
As
I got closer, I heard music coming from further down the seemingly
endless hallway. I became more nervous. Do you really think they would let you
become a DJ? I thought. This would just
be embarrassing. Here’s how I thought the conversation would go:
Do
you have any DJ experience?
Just
listening to the radio, but other than that… no.
Do
you have a good voice?
I’m
not sure.
I’m
sorry, but who are you kidding?
As
I neared the end of the hallway, there was a large white sign with black
lettering. WUSM Studio A. Next to it, a light box sign read ON THE AIR, but it
wasn’t lit. God, this was a huge mistake, I told myself. This is probably a
restricted area. My heart raced like it had the times when I got into trouble
with my friends back home after stealing liquor from a neighbor’s house or
siphoning gas from a car across town. I took a deep breath and opened the door
to the studio. That led to a confined space lit only by the dim light coming
through a small window. I stepped up and peered through the double-paned
plexiglass.
There
was a surfer-dude looking guy, with long dirty blonde hair that hung over one
eye as he sat at a big control panel, his head tilted to one side. He was
putting a vinyl record onto a turntable. A microphone hung in front of his
face, attached to a spring-loaded boom so you could pull it close to speak or
push it out of the way. Holy shit! He
was the DJ. I turned around to leave,
but the studio door opened and the muffled music now boomed. I froze. Out
stepped a lanky, almost cartoony guy. I turned to face him. He was maybe a
couple years older than I.
“How’s
it going?” he said. He reached out to shake my hand. “I’m Joe Parola, Program
director for W-U-S-M.”
Hi,
I’m a red-headed geek that’s wandered into a place where I shouldn’t be, with
some crazy notion that I could actually be a DJ.
Those
were just my thoughts, since I seemed to have lost the ability to speak. We
shook hands, and I finally got out one word. “Hi,” I said.
“Are
you here to apply for a jock position?”
I
thought about his question for a moment and then just said the first thing I
could think of. “Yeah, I was kinda thinking of checking it out,” I said. Not
much confidence. “I actually just started writing for the school newspaper
across the hall and noticed you guys over here.”
“Oh,
very cool. Ever been on the air or run a board?”
I
shook my head.
“That’s
okay,” he said. “You gotta start someplace.” Joe then waved his arm, directing
me to enter Studio A. “Come on inside. Let me show you the main studio.”
Like
a lost puppy, I followed him into an actual radio station’s on-air studio. Once
inside, I found myself gazing at shelves of records. More albums than I’d ever
seen in one small space, except for a record store. Across from the album
collection sat that good-looking DJ with sandy blonde hair and a moustache. Al Haskell. Even his name sounded like a radio guy. Surrounded by all kinds of
electronics and equipment, he snapped on a pair of headphones and gestured to
us with his finger that we should all be quiet. Then he flipped a switch and the
music from the speakers cut out. He put his mouth right up to the microphone.
“That
was New Order here at W-U-S-M,” he said. “I’ve got more of your requests coming
up. Right now, this is David Bowie… Cha-cha-cha-changes on ninety-one-point-one
F-M… W-U-S-M.”
The
music came back on through the speakers. Al removed his headphones and stepped
over to shake my hand. A real DJ, I thought. I’d grown up listening to Dale
Dorman at WRKO and then Mark Parenteau and Ken Shelton at WBCN in Boston, but
I’d never met a real live DJ. It was exhilarating.
They
both showed me the high end, speed start Techniques turntables with felt pads
so you could turn the album backwards just before the start of a song. That was
the first time I ever saw anyone queue up a record. And then the control board.
At first glance, very intimidating but not far from what I’d imagined. About
seven or eight large knobs. Each controlling a different thing—turntable one,
turntable two, turntable three, the main microphone, two cart machines, a guest
mic.
“When
you flip the microphone switch, the music from the speakers here inside the
studio automatically cut out so you didn’t get feedback when you talk on-air,” Joe
said. “The only real way to hear yourself talk under music or properly segue
into another song is to wear headphones during an “air” break.”
After
the main studio briefing, Joe took me to a smaller production studio. Studio B.
The board was pretty much the same as the one used in the main studio to
broadcast live. He placed a cardboard cutout over the board. This showed a
novice like me exactly what each knob did. He also showed me how to queue up a
record in preview so it was ready to go as soon as you hit the green start
button. But anyone listening wouldn’t hear you queue up the record. He had me
pick out some albums and start practicing.
“Can
you start tomorrow morning?” he said. “The guy who usually does the six a.m.
show is out sick.”
Every
muscle in my body locked-up, and I could barely get a word out. “Uh… sure,” I said.
What was I thinking? I thought. I can’t do this.
“Fantastic!”
Joe said. “Play around with this board for a little while to get the hang of it.
I’ll check back in a few. You’ll be great.”
And
off he went. He later instructed me that when I come in the next morning to
remember to turn on the AP news feed ticker and tear off some current news
stories and weather.
“You
break in between every couple of songs,” he said. “Be creative. Read some news
stories. Talk about maybe seeing the band you’re about to play in concert. Read
the weather. And always remember the last thing you ever say before ending your
break are the station call letters. W-U-S-M. That’s it.”
Thousands
of people would be listening, on campus and beyond to Cape Cod and down to
Providence, Rhode Island.
***
WUSM logo/bumper sticker designed by Maria Mobilia another fellow DJ |
I
queued up two records and put a station ID and a public service announcement
cartridge (cart) into the two free slots. It wasn’t a commercial station so we
played public service announcements not advertising spots. Then I set up the
mock cardboard control panel Joe had given me the day before so I knew what
knobs to turn and when. Laid out a couple of news stories from the AP ticker
machine and the weather. Pulled out a Rolling Stones magazine. That was my
idea. I figured I could find something musically related to read, if I got
stuck and didn’t know what to talk about.
I
looked at the clock and took a deep breath and let it out slowly. It was 1980.
Two minutes before six o’clock on a Saturday morning. I flipped the mike switch
to the on position and turned up the volume control knob. And my first moment
of radio broadcasting began.
“Good
morning, everyone out there who can hear my voice,” I said. I felt surprisingly
calm for someone who was terrified of public speaking. “My name is Gerry Moylan
and this is my first day here at W-U-S-M. Actually, it’s my first time ever
doing radio.” I chuckled. “I’m gonna start things off with one of my favorite
new songs from an album titled Wild-Eyed Southern Boys, here’s Thirty Eight Special…”
I
hit the start button and the song’s familiar opening guitar riff kicked in. Dah-dah-dah…
This was going to be cool. I continued to talk over the song’s intro. “Pretty appropriate
for my first day on the radio,” I said. “This is Hold on Loosely, which
is going to be released next month, and you’re hearing it first right here at
ninety-one point one F-M… W-U-S-M.”
You
see it all around you, good lovin' gone bad. And usually it's too late when
you, realize what you had. And my mind goes back to a girl I left some years
ago, who told me just hold on loosely, but don't let go. If you cling too
tightly, you're gonna lose control…
***
Those
first three hours on the air went by so fast. It was the most amazing thing I’d
ever done in my entire life. I was nineteen, but had been transported to another world that day. As I got more comfortable
speaking at each break, I was no longer thinking about any issues I might have been dealing with in my own life at that time. I was simply lost in the
most wonderful way.
WUSM Staff |
Soon
after starting to work as a regular DJ at WUSM, I quit writing for the school
newspaper and devoted all of my spare time to the radio station. If I wasn’t on
the air, I was helping out with promotions or programming. Classes took a
backseat to radio and my grades showed it, but I managed to still get by.
Not
long after beginning my instant career in broadcasting, other students were
required to go through a strict orientation before getting on the air. Some of them
never even made the cut. Walking into the studio that first time was fate.
Another significant part of the equation of my unfolding life.
I
had never latched onto anything in life like I did to radio and music. Even
though I maintained friendships with the people I’d met in the dorms and on
campus, and a few of my friends back home in Scituate, I quickly bonded with my
fellow disc jockeys. We became a family. Partied together. Ate together. Talked
music constantly. Went to shows almost every night. I had finally found a
purpose. I knew I was right where I was meant to be.
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